I feel like giving up.
I feel like deleting all my social media. I feel like changing my phone number. I feel like closing myself off to everyone I once knew. I want to give up.
I have Keith and Emma and they make me happy when possible. I have my job that I enjoy and pays my minimums.
I have my Babi to love me for who I am.
I have my animals to cuddle and kiss.
But everyone else just seems gone. Like it wouldn’t matter if I was “gone” because they either stopped caring or didn’t want to be my friend anymore. Well at least most of them seem to have given up on me.
I wish I could understand why everyone left me or what I did to make people leave. I never purposely pushed anyone away with the idea that it would end.
I’m just so sad.
honesty is the best policy.
be careful what you say.